Whatever job I have had, whatever task I have been assigned, if people rely on me I do the best job I can. I have to realize and accept that no matter how hard I work, how many hours I put in, how perfect I try to do things, it might not matter at all. In the end someone else is making the decisions. So that begs the question, "Should I keep putting all the effort and time in?". I think that answer is "Yes", because that is who I am.
Friday, December 19, 2008
The way things are
The last two weeks have been very busy, mainly with work. Business is very bad, as it is everywhere. I have been abnormally busy. Which makes everything even stranger. I am not afraid to admit I am frightened, about my job and the future. The unknown. I know that I, we, have no control over many things, and I should only worry about those things that I can control. My day to day. Sometimes it is hard to maintain that focus. There was a time I had a horrible time focusing on the present. I have become much, much better at it. Thankfully.
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2 comments:
Day to day, it's the little things that trip us up, the little things that lift us. It is a stressful time, we're require to do so much that seems inconsequential. I too wonder if it's worth the effort, but we do what need be done.
I hear ya.
You are exactly right. Thanks
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